

lonelinessi crave you..in my skin, inside myself your soft touch and your tasty lips the sweet shy smile that i want to protect fingernails slowly tripping over my backloneliness
the distance is the same, and yet it seems that with time the distance grows longer your life falls into place again, without me in your day-to-day occurences
when i go to bed alone, when i wake up alone when you arent folded up like a pretzel, stealing all the blankets and sleeping in its just.. so very lonely in that bedroom now
theres noone at all to cook for, to rush home for opening t


and today youre only memoriesyesterday when i went to work you were lying in my bed today youre just a memory thats floating around in my headand today youre only memories
you werent there to watch the television you werent there to drink all the tea i almost didnt remember that i had to eat without you there to cook with me
i slept in my bed and it was cold and lonely almost all traces of your scent were faded i wrapped the blanket that you used upon me i cried into the pillow you had at your head
its just not the same living without you its like lifes lost a shade its gone pale to me its just n


achingly apparent ...kept looking around the houseachingly apparent ...
for something of yours for me kept holding onto my blankets
hugging the things that you wore to sleep keep trying to keep a straight face but all i see is sadness and misery the tears that were gonna fall before, well theyre falling now, theyre falling now why cant i have you here dear i just wanted to come home to you today looking around in hopes that you snuck me a note or a letter, a smiley face somehow looking at the glass you drank from the corner of the couch you claimed as yours thinking over the memories and i just cant


my love for you...holding you in my arms, in your arms theres a certain warmth, a feeling that this is so right, so so right... as you swirl fingertips upon my skin,my love for you...
fingernails lightly scritch-scratching twirling my hair, tingling my skin
soft sweet kisses dance upon our lips, cant get over how soft you always are, how bright your voice seems to me, how beautiful your face always is.. as i type i almost cry, but not quite so far, ive been able to hold it all back
its not forever, but it seems as though it is my life is being uprooted, for the better but still..
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